A Born Mystic
I have always known that there is so much more than a 2 dimensional experience of ‘normal’ life. Apart from being ‘normal’, my world is also mysterious, enchanting, and miraculous, and it isn’t always bound by the physical laws of time and space! Within this magical world I can find answers to any problem, explore different dimensions, soothe my fears, heal my hurts, experience surrendered peace, love completely, see and hear things that other people are unaware of, and have out-of-this-world adventures.
I was lucky enough to be initiated into my life’s purpose at a very early age. My first memory is one of entering the vibrational level of reality. I experienced my edges spreading out around me until I joined with the molecular structure of the furniture in the room. The edges of the molecules opened out further until we were simply pure vibration, space, and movement. ‘I’ was no more. There was everything, and there was nothing. Eventually there was simply BEING – infinite Unity. Here I became connected with all of time and space – in this moment I was plugged into the universal memory of past, present, and future. From this point in my life I have continued to remember, not only individual memories within the collective consciousness, but also the origin of the deeper wisdom of all cultures and religions. I was less than a year old.
I believe we all have experiences like this during the first year of life, but as soon as we start to identify ‘other’, when we begin to engage with the physical world, when we are ‘socialised’, and particularly when we begin to use language, these experiences, and our memories of life before birth, commonly fade. I was lucky, due to these remarkable ongoing experiences, I remained (mostly) unsocialised and I never forgot. Not only were these experiences overwhelmingly powerful, I also had encouragement and guidance from (what was deemed at the time) ‘imaginary friends’. These entities/connections/teachers from other dimensions/worlds/times have continued their communications with me throughout my life. They have taught me about mysticism, magick, healing, the nature of life and the universe, and about my role here in this lifetime as a spiritual teacher and healer.
Growing Up Different
Throughout childhood, my world was (and still is) a beautiful place of shifting colour and vibration rather than solid ‘things’. It was a world where I could fly, vision, and shape-shift. I could read the thoughts and memories of people, animals, trees, furniture, and stones. I could ‘see’ with my hands. I could heal people and animals by moving energy through and around them, and I could communicate with them without words. I could see events that had not yet happened. I vividly experienced what seemed to be my past and future lives and deaths and I felt continuously connected to the universal soul.
As I was growing up, there was little reflection of my multi-dimensional experience in the environment around me. Whatever I could find I inhaled, as if my life depended on it. Uri Geller was around at the time, bending spoons and doing ‘thought transmission’ experiments via the tabloids. And there was my beloved Misty comic which explored themes such as psychokinesis (moving objects with the mind), telepathy, and alien visitations (does anyone remember Misty?) I also connected with the local spiritualist church, where, even though I was the youngest member they’d ever had, the mediums continually commented on the blue light emanating from my eyes and my ‘power-house’ of energy. None of these completely answered my wish to have something in my external reality matching my inner world, but I found at least some solace with them.
Reclaiming the Magick
I yearned to make sense of the ‘other’ realities that I experienced daily. But more than this, I wanted to understand the nature of spiritual and psychological expansion within the physical world in order to have the tools to share the wisdom with others. This led me on a mission to discover ancient spiritual practices. When I was 18, I was excited to be introduced to the Tree of Life, Qabalah and western mysticism – I felt the ancient power of these practices and philosophies and I dove deep into the study of them. However, the more I explored the more I was disappointed. I found that much of the profound value had come to be masked by dogma, superstition, and patriarchal religious doctrine – making them false, and making the deeper and most powerful wisdom inaccessible to many people. I believe that this has been done on purpose – when human egos understand the power in this ancient wisdom they often want to keep it for themselves.
With the help and guidance of the beings who were my otherworldly support system, I worked relentlessly to strip away all of these unnecessary complications and to uncover and then restore the pure essence of the ancient wisdom of the Tree of Life. I have worked to reclaim it as an accessible, relevant, and complete working system that reflects the purity, the simplicity, and the life changing potential of its original purpose. Over the past 25 years, I have continued to meditate, ‘download’ and re-vision this wisdom in order to create a complete practice that enables people to know their origin, in order to be able to fully engage with the here and now. With the valued support and feedback from hundreds of students, I have honed, shaped, and simplified this work into what I now call ‘The Sacred Blueprint’ – a simple, beautiful, relevant, and practical system that offers the universal creation process as a mirror to the soul and is rooted deep at the source of all consciousness.
I realised that becoming a conduit for the archetypal message of Lilith was essential to the work that I was sharing with people, and I worked to embody the full power behind her myth – a symbol of wisdom, truth, enlightenment, and sacred sexuality. In my role as Lilith I have been dedicated to enabling people’s freedom of sexual and spiritual expression and their re-emergence as true, whole, fully-realised beings – no longer slaves to shame, fear, or guilt.
The opportunity to witness people’s deep transformations, discoveries, epiphanies, and awakenings, as they dive into this practice, has not only been an incredible honour for me, it has also repeatedly confirmed the amazing gifts this work has to offer.
Trainings and Qualifications
MA Dance and Movement Psychotherapy 1997
Certified practitioner of the Rewind Technique with Dr David Muss 2014
Urban Tantra Professional Training Program with Barbara Carrellas 2012
Sexual Practitioner Training with Rebecca Lowrie 2012
I look forward to sharing your journey.